Just finished watching Inception earlier.  My mind is embracing the wave of inspiration that with viewing it has arised.   I breathe and try to stay conscious, but feel the sinking, and black out.  When  I awake, I know I am in a dream.   I know this because, it's just consciousness.   I have no body here.  Unrestricted.  It's very Alive here.  "A dream within a Dream," arises and repeats.  Each time, I feel more and more lucid within the dream.  There is no physical barrier in perception here, so I feel incredibly close to the source and feel to be sinking into it's depth every single time 'A dream within a dream' arises.   No thoughts or emotions just this consciousness, my awareness of it, 'A dream within a dream' arising, and a feeling of sinking into source.   I feel bigger and bigger, broader, expansive.  I come to a point where I know there is no return and as a feeling of intense falling into it begins I hear Maya cry out.  Immediately with hearing it, it feels like I am being thrusted out at the speed of light and then pushed to awake. 
I awake resonating the intense energy felt when such close proximity with the source.  I am left wondering what the point of no return is, if my sense of self consciousness would of completely dissolved.  Maya's cry came from within the dream, but when I awoke, she was asleep.  It felt like something used her voice to bring me back.  It did not feel like any part of me.   Interesting.
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